Sth really serious crop up betw mi and him..
We arent toking to each other now.. its call the cold war..
Haiz.. so much as i dont like the way he treats mi..
I still cant endure this silence, its killing mi..

I was actually quite lost in tots these few days without even realising it, until i sat down moments ago and began thinking abt everything. I realised that why is it that everytime i always forgave him despite all the things he had done. Its bcos i really love him alot. In simple terms, i think i really cant imagine life without him. No doubt, i have been thinking of giving up, but i think my heart just doesnt allows it. Grrrr...

I am starting to feel negative once again. Argh! i really hate this feeling.
Tml will be a better day! =) hopefully so.. I dread sun to come..